mom & i

i still remember.how naughty im when i was child
someday ,,, i ask my mom to gove me money, i
want buy some candy...n' mom said...
'mom don't have money... .so i said to mom...
''really mom...u dont have money?.i see mom so
confused .then mom said..''yes...u know mom not
working n' no one give mom some money...how
can mom have money then...'

...' im smile then i said again...' ok if i find money
thats mean not u'r money..is that so ?i see mom
more confused now .then mom said..."yes...' i run
faster to mom room n take money from under the bed.
..then i said to mom..

.''hmm its my money now.''..then i leave mom alone in
the kitchen.. with happy smile i go to my room...but' im
shocked ,i hear my mom crying...i do know why i feel
my heart so hurt ...then i cry without sound... i feel so
sorry. i find mom stil crying in the bed then i hug mom...
n' then i said..

;mom.. im sorry i don't mean to hurt u... i don't want
much money ,just i want buy some candy,,,i know this
money belonges to u,,, 'i put back all money under
the bed.,but i confuse now ,mom not stop crying but
crying more loud than before,,i said...'mom why u still
crying,,, '
'i dont want that money,but i don't like
mom lie to me...im sorry mom i want u smile for me...
''mom hug me with smile..n said..''i feel so sorry to u ...
i want give u anything...but i can't.,,,'' now i know
i want mom smile more than i want some candy,just
sometime i think all is not fair for me,i want like other
child can have whatever they want.now im promise to
my self never ever make mom crying again. thats hurting me..

.then 1 month after that day,in eid day morning mom give me
beautiful shirt ,i remember someday i have said i want that
shirt no i know why my mom always said don't have money
.my mom is the best..

no im 23 years old not child again , so truly i can think my
mom is my hero ,not easy for women be a single parent.
my mom & dad divorce when im 2 years old. n' i dont
care my father not care of me.i have a perfect mother
that more enough than 10 father,thx mom, u'r my everythin'
my beloved n'.love u mom..